Every year I age, I learn more about myself and people. I learn that things like a marriage falling apart are choices. Choices made by the people we love. Looking back I see where I have been the utter lowest of lows and where I have the highest of highs.
I learn that human nature is to want community. One way or another we need a community of two or more. I learn that the best really is yet to come. I learn that if you do not choose your casket color, your family may choose a horrid one for you. I learn that death and taxes really are inevitable. I also learn that the births are joyous and that each one of us is special.
I learn that while God my love us, we do not love each other. I learn that while hate is something that causes wars, it is in my heart. I learn that the penchance for violence is in all of us. I learn that time is really flying around me and I have yet to do all I wanted to do. I learn that I also really do not want to do much beyond curling into a ball and living in the corner of my room, and brain. I learn that th world does not allow the latter, and I must function.
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